Sunday, September 21, 2014

creature of habit

the pattern I'm seeing in my blog posting is that I only seem to get the urge to do so when I'm feeling down and guess what?

that would be now

In the last month I've been busy, have traveled, met with friends and gone to concerts.  I have had some amazing times, really I have.

And then along comes PMT.  This month it's been a week long catastrophe, I've made mistakes at work (all from not thinking straight) and felt generally down and out.

It also coincides with my beloved being away for work for a few nights, so I'm kid wrangling solo which is usually fine but today everyone had their moment to let loose and it was on like Donkey Kong.  I tried so damn hard to stay calm, ignore the worst of the behaviour and focus on the good but damn it, ya keep poking the bear, well eventually the bear will bite back.

Everyone got sent to their rooms including me.

Things were calmer after that.

Hubby returns home tomorrow thank goodness.  I am feeling super low right now, what I wouldn't give to have him back right this minute.

Here's to happier posts in the future x o